感触~!!!

过了好久才开始写回blog。。有点陌生呢。。但一开始了，那个瘾却又被激发了。。

整颗心有着好多复杂的心情呢。。
最多最多的，就是想念和不舍。。

我好想念我的学妹们啊。。。！！！真的，想念到无法用词语来解释。。
脑海里一直出现着我在band里整个路程。。这些flashbacks让我心情。。aih。。不会讲。。
好想念跟你们打打闹闹呢。。虽然时常被人说幼稚。。但我就是喜欢和你们玩在一起吗。。互相欺负，互相玩弄，互相帮助，互相教导。。。

我也好想念我的宝贝soprano sax 啊！！大半在band里的生活就是和他一起过了。。
一起练习，一起经过艰苦的训练，一起在大太阳下晒，一起在草场操步，一起在stadium及concert hall比赛，一起在各种场合表演。。。
我那么少来找你了，你会寂寞吗？我好想念跟你谈天。。虽然会有人觉得我很奇怪。。但毕竟和你一起了那么久，感觉也深了。。不久后你应该会另有所属八？想到就好伤心哦。。T_T
我也好想念帮你polish 到亮亮哦。。每次都会很骄傲地想：我的宝贝正漂亮！^_^
恨不得想把你拐回家！！wuwu..

我的宝贝。。















就如我的blog title，真的感触良多啊~

-i've found my pearl in AMC band,at last.

2009 AMC Band Passing Out

I actually have so much to write that I don't know where to start.*sigh*

19th Dec (this is not included in the passing out..sorry)
I reached school at about 7.30am.Guess what?Only 5 other ppl there: 1 F1,1F2,2F3 and Yian Theng.No F4 in sight.What?Aren't they in charge of this camp?
Everyone dunno where to put bags..cos all the classrooms taken by St. John.
Sighs.Then more ppl came,but not 1 is F4 de.Everybody just crowded at the porch until the F4s came.

Then,we went on the bus to KL.We went to Sunway Pyramid.We wanted to go ice-skating at first,but many ppl there+expensive+not enough time.So we went to play the machines instead..the basketball one,bowling one,and another throw ball de.Then we went to have lunch at Sushi King.
Fish Leong can pay back the starbucks she owed me at last!!But..went she gave it to me she already drank half..ISHH!!YOU STILL OWE ME HAKF AR FISH LEONG!!

Next we went to Stadium Bola Sepak,Cheras to watch the KLWMBC.God.The Thailand bands are sooooo good!!We can't even compare to their junior band.T_T You all must work hard tau?Get as good as them!!You all can de!!Gambate!!


20th Dec
Reached school at 2something.Bathed and straight went to sleep.Then 6something wake up!!Swt..
When warm up we ran..all the F5s almost died.Lol.Too long din run dy cos of SPM(you see?what's the good of SPM?!).
Then trained the performinf songs..and..the inevitable--Mr Ho's speech.As always,many ppl 钓鱼..sighs..i really 佩服 him sometimes..although I always fall asleep during his speech,everything he tells us is really meaningful and very useful in our lives..I just can't help falling asleep..sorry la!!

21st Dec
Arrange and clean the halls after warm up.Then relax a bit cause I no part in chamber.xD
Then jao get ready for the performance le!!
Nervous man..the f5s line up to get the certs..so many ppl looking..@_@
Then my juniors tied the blue scarf on my neck and gave me present and hugs..I almost cried..=(

Good thing I din mess up my solo during performance like I did during practise.>.<
It's actually not bad!LOL.Last time performing le with the band le..feel sad..aihs..
My dad and bro oso came..happy-nya~^_^
Although they din hear my solo part..bubu..
After performance the F5s all busy take pictures..until dun wanna eat dinner liao..
Last time gathering with the whole lot of you le!!Dunno when can meet again also..gonna miss you guys..sobs..
Then after I just finished Shi Yi barbeque for me de 2 chicken wings,it's time for the sharing..aihs..i wanna eat dinner laa~~~bubu..
Angel..you can fight with Mr. Ho liao..haha..so long de leh your speech..although more funny la..(shh!!xD)

After that,Kar Mun asked us(F5) to play 老鹰捉小鸡 with her.So funny man.
All the juniors looking at us 老耶 at the basketball court playing.Then more and more ppl joined in.We've had lots of fun that day.I missed it so much..=)
Then it's time for the game that the F3s had organised for us.
The lovely Mrs Yan a.k.a. Cheong Sui Cheing was my group's fasci.
Although I complaint a lot,but their games are actually quite fun.
Just that someone spoiled the fun.haiz.Don't talk about that la.
Then,since we can't really sleep anyway,we(me,amanda,gillian,hwee san,kah mun,eunice,xin yee,weng wai and pui yi) keng gai until 5someting..
Talked about a lot of things..and I was kinda surprised and pleased actually..I haven't talk to gillian,kah mun,hwee san,xin yee and weng wai much before..really happy that we can talk about things after all..^_^

22nd Dec
Woke up at 8something..initially they say 10something only wake..but some workers came to work on the hall's roof..Aihs.
Then I heard someone say Kar Mun was still barbeque-ing!!For the whole night!!
Went for second round de barbeque lo..quite fun..
After that we clean up the hall,basketball court where we barbeque,and toilet.
Then went to MP hall to watch movie.."Swing Girls".Not bad that movie.Then suddenly the hall's roof fell.Luckily it didn't hit anyone.Sweat.
We moved to band room to watch in the end.More syok than in MPH leh.Dark,cool..^^
I love our bandroom.^^


I really wanna thank all my juniors for this memorable passing out camp.
We can really see the efforts you all put in.
Especially the Form3s,your games are fun,your video clip is nice,and your dances are superb.
Although some of you always gik us til high blood pressure..but..I LOVE YOU ALL!=(


I really miss AMC Band a lot.
I miss the times and memories I had.
I miss all the members I've spent time with,from 2005 F5 til 2009 F1+PA.
I miss practising formation on the field.
I miss practising basics in the halls.
I miss practising songs in the band room.
I miss eating,bathing,and resting with my friends during camps.
I miss all the silly jokes.
I miss EVERYTHING!!*sighs*

-appreciate,you guys.-

Lee Bei Ru = Vampire ??

Reasons I think I might be a vampire:

1. My face always look a bit pale,everyone says that..like I'm sick.=.=
2. I'm more active in the dark than in daylight.
3. I seemed to have a mild case of anaemia--in other words,I don't have enough blood.
4. I sleep during the day,and is very much awake at night.
5. I like dark places more,and will feel faint in bright ones.
6. I hate too shiny things.
7. Vampire-related movies are just so nice!xD

The only things are I don't drink blood,I don't have blue eyes,I don't have fangs,I don't have super powers and I don't live in a coffin. :(
Whadyou think?=)


Alright,I'm just plain crapping here.You can ignore me.>.<

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20.08.2009 -- 2周年快乐!^_^

两年前的今天,我接受了你,做你的女朋友...
我一早就喜欢你了,只是因为要确定我对你的感觉,确定我的学业不会受到影响..
从那时起,我对你的爱,就是越来越深...

一年前的今天,我们见了面,但因为有许多朋友在,是你害羞吧?对我好冷淡哦...
同样的一天,你让我的心受了伤...
你告诉我你没有拍拖的感觉了...
那时,真的好伤心...
不过,幸好你恢复了.^_^

今天,我们又见面了...
情形和一年前截然不同呢...
这几天一直都是甜甜的...
而且你这次对我一点也不冷淡...
虽然,不懂为什么,和你一起时时间会过得特别快...
但,好开心哦!!

我的宝贝老公,
和你已经有两年的回忆了,开心,伤心,生气,感动...
这一切对我来说都非常非常地珍贵...
记得,你对我来说是最棒的!!
无论如何,你都是我最爱的宝贝老公!!

致我唯一的最爱.

夹在中间..

在7月24号的比赛,三德获得了冠军.

这近期来,越靠近比赛,心情就越不好,越黑暗.
到了比赛那天,曾经试过好几次想哭了.
眼睁睁地看着别的队伍练习,彩排,比赛.
一直想起以前和队友们一起在学校练习,在stadium彩排,走formation,等成绩的感觉..
心离知道,自己再也没有机会再做这些事了..
得知比赛成绩后,心情变得复杂.
伤心,因为我在BAND里最后一年竟然没得出赛.
我就要这样带着遗憾毕业了..
开心,因为男朋友得了冠军,他开心,我也替他开心.
嫉妒,这个心情不用解释的吧?

直到现在,心情还是没有平复...
心,还在淌着血..


P/S:Congratulations to Sam Tet,St. Michael and Nan Hwa.
我的老公,daddy,kor,didi,还有其他朋友,
虽然我很嫉妒你们,可能也有点不想你们赢(band里的风风雨雨你们都明白吧?换着是我们赢,你们也会不想吧?),但是还是要恭喜你们.
加油!!为Perak争光,知道吗?



I don't know if i'm allowed to post this,but..AMC you did well!!

极度不爽!!

最后的争取?
有必要那么可悲吗?
我就知道你们搞不定这件事.
可能这是你们想要的吧.
不理别人的不想..
还可只是一个人的固执,一个人想要..
为什么就不接受??
要是这样那么一开始就好争取了吗..
两样事情都不一样的..
我,早在n年前接受了,那时还得一直用"有得在最后一年当观众,不用辛苦,可以和朋友一起逛"来安慰自己..
现在??当我已经接受,安排,在这情况下找到能让自己开心的东西时,偏偏搞出这解决不掉的东西..
最后一年都不能享受..
可能,你会说你已经试过了,尽力了..
再想一想,有吗?还是没拼了?怕失去些什么吧..
不然,本来就没有心要拼..本来就是很想"争取"..
真的为我们好,就不应该让我们受这种"折磨"..
缺课,受拘束,现丑,一动也不能动地眼睁睁地看着别人做自己再也不会有机会做的事..
我可以要求不要参与吗?
可笑.这还用问的?
可能你会说我自私..
不过,如果是这样的话,自私的不止我一个人..

写blog的定义本来就包括发泄.

Not Good Enough

Why am i just not good enough?

Parents day
Teacher:Her results quite good ah.Not bad..all A's and B's?No C??
(scan my report card,spotted my sejarah)Ohh.Only 1 lah...okay ah..
Mum:Got C ah..
Teacher:Aiyah,sejarah,it's understood la.It's all memorising,and some student really cannot..ah...(laughs)
Mum:(her face shows that she wanna say i'm not good enough)She didn't work hard enough la..
Teacher:Wah.To me it's quite good lo.See,she got no.6 in class,and she's quite active in the band right?ahh...
Mum:.......

On the way home
Mum:Actually just now when your teacher say you are quite good I wanted to say "not good enough" de..
Me:......(i just knew it.)

Home
Dad:(looking at my results)Hmmp,your physics so bad ah?And your chemistry ah,better brush up.Wah.Sejarah got C?It's a compulsory subject leh.......
Me:......

During dinner on saturday night
Mum:(talking to aunt about the report card day)...and her teacher help her explain wo..say the sejarah what what what............
Me:......


SPM trial is coming.
Mum has taken to telling me to study whenever she saw me in front of the computer or tv,or when i'm reading story books.
i dislike studying.i don't hate it,but i'm not the studying type.why wun you understand?
i am NOT my sis.i am NOT my cousin.i am ME.Why don't you accept me as me?arghhhh.....
i know that you have higher expectations from me.
i know that it's for my own good,for my future.
But now i felt as though i am studying for mum.
i listen in class and i do my homework la.
it's not that i wanna rebel.ishh!!
i don't like form6.i wanna go study my biotech faster.
But it's not that i don't understand about the financial problem.
i like going to band practices.Playing songs make me forget about most problems,sadness,etc...
i don't go there just because i have to.
Why do you frown and say i need to study and "still have to go meh?" everytime i said i got band practice?
Even if i needn't go,that it's time for my retirement,i still want to go.i like it there.
i know that you want me to put my studies as the priority.Although it isn't my topmost interest.
But.The stress can kill me.
I've felt like giving up many times.
I've felt like rebelling many times.
But i didn't do it,because i don't want to hurt you.
Being a good child is hard.

-feelings vented.

24.6 Happy Birthday to me.xD

Ta-da.The birthday girl.


















Today is my big day.
I was sad in the first few hours.Cried a bit. Cos my bf fell asleep and didn't find me!>.< Then.He woke up at 3something and called me.@_@
Which is why i went to school with bengkak eyes.

So,i spent a good part of the day in band room.
Firstly to clean it up,getting sweaty dragging stuff across the room and up the stairs,and sweeping the stairs,then practise,then get ready for the rakaman.
arghh.
Mum brought me to Beacon Point for lunch.The hot chocolate is so yummy!!











And at night,my dad cooked maggi mee with sausges and egg for me.
Yum.Thanks dad.Although it's all dry cos i bathed too slowly.Haha.

I wanna say a big THANKS for everyone who has wished me.=)
*~My family~*
-my mum
-my sis
-sis's boyfriend nai shyan korkor
-cousin bao ling
-cousin pei jean
-cousin jeffrey
-my godfather and family
*~My lougong dear~*
*~All my 5s5 classmates~*
*~My god family~*
-bryan bro
-zeon kor
-andrew
-yap choun liang
-ke min jie
-boon jie di
-sean di
-jeremy di
-hui chi mama
-wai sian daddy
*~My band mates~*
-may theng
-huiyun
-foo yi wen
-angel
-claudia
-pui yi
-eunice
-wei hua
-wei kei
-mei ying
-kar mun
-yian theng
-jia yin
-fenny
-yik mun
-alixia
-vivian lee
-sei hwui
-yee min
*~other friends~*
-quan de
-lim dao sheng
-hai teng
-jenson
-jason lim
-jiann yao
-wen loong
-yan lin
-pui yan
-jeremy chew
-jason ng
-jiunn hong
-choon tyng
-chloe
-sophia
-kenji
-ming fei
*~people i don't know~*
-janice
-dinesh
-james
-ng kok chin
-chee wai
-welson
-wei herr
-michael chong

I also wanna thank those who gave me presents:
*~mum(new bag)
*~sis(shades)











*~godfather(bread+chocolate+angpao)








*~hui chi ah ma and wai sian daddy(pink dolphin doll)











*~wen-yi zai(chocolates)









*~vivian(a dunno-what-animal keychain)
*~may theng(a four-leaf-clover globe)
*~pui yi(a teddy bear)
*~my beloved lougong(a couple ring.my fav!!^^)

Don't know if i've left out anyone.But all the same,thanks and i love you all!!muahx!!

Siao people - Episode 3

i can't believe it.
i didn't reply that stupid guy's last(3rd) comment.
But he sent another comment to me,yet again.
I don't wanna comment on it.
It's such a big difference from the last posts.
From scolding me ugly and disgusting,now.......
Ahem.Just read it for yourself.

"Dear ~ y no choi me jor ?
Sob ~ sob
syok loh.....i miss u every nite...
bcuz of u always cry , faster reply me la
muaxx....i love you lou poh zai ~"

Good lord.

Return of the siao people

That crazy guy replied me at last.
Wanna know what he wrote this time?
(please refer to 2 post before this to see his previous comments.)
Here it is:
err..wan u tat ppl rili bullshit man cuz they damn bad taste.n im so sure they nt handsum like i m..aiya..c wat mirror la..the reality ard show tat im handsum lo..err..k la..give u some face la..act u quite...err..nt quite...is vr vr vr disgusting lo..haiz..suan ba.pray lot la..if u nd help ,find me,i satisfy uMUAKZZZ

This is the very original post,copied and pasted directly.

So,the conclusion is:This guy is perveted as well as disgustingly self-loving.
Why?Just look at his last sentence la.So damned disgusting."if u nd help ,find me,i satisfy uMUAKZZZ"
Anyone else feel like beating him up?

See.Here's the proof.(click on the image to enlarge and read)














Although,like i said in my reply to my friends' comment,this guy is probably set up by other people,as Ah Mai said.His photos looked like kena curi take de,as Kenji said.

So.Should i reply him or should i ignore as suggested by my sis and friend?

tagged by soph.

1. Do you have any secrets?
yea sure.

2. Have you tried not eating anything for few days.?
nope.

3. Do you enjoy going school.?
yea.sometimes.lol.

4. Coffee or more coffee.?
none.except,like soph,for starbucks.xD

5. Laughter or forever smile.?
both.haha.

6. Who is more important.? Lover or Best friends.?
both oso important.

7. The person you like is already attached, what will you do.?
nothing?

8. What made you smile today.?
funny pics.

9. Angelic or devilish.?
half half.lol.

10. How would you see yourself in 10 years time.?
in the mirror la.just joking.xp

11. Who are currently most important people to you.?
family,friends and my bf.hahahaha..

12. what is the most important thing in life.?
L.O.V.E.

13. Are you single or attached.?
attached.aha.

14. What is your favourite colour.?
blue

15. What is your wish.?
happiness for everyone?hehe.

16. Have you ever wondered what would happen after life?
hmm.no.i've no idea.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done.?
depends.

18. Which do you prefer.? Spending time with family or being close with people who understand you.?
both. =p

19. What is your biggest regret in your life.?
i'm too lazy for words.*sighs*

20. 5 people you're tagging.?
kenji
alixia
ee lyne
vice
claudia
(can't think of anyone so simply tag although they probably won't do it.xp)

Siao people..=.=

Just why do i have to meet so many people with mental problems??

See,here's a guy in friendster that i don't know.
You look at his profile already can see he's a really self-loving person.(note:the abnormal self-loving type.)
Nah.Here's his profile url:
http://profiles.friendster.com/67270327

Alright then.One day he sent such a comment to me(please remember that i don't know this guy and didn't have any form of contact with him at all before):
hello...although ur look very 7 sohai but i won't mind...everyone say i'm handsome but.....i ALWAYS THINK I'M~haix...very hard to be ugly...walk on streets everyone looking at me...sometimes girls wan signature and phone no. from me...do u wan??anyway the ugly ppl i'm talking about is u~U SHIT!

Okay la.This is my reply:
ei.do i even noe u ar?
did i ask ur opinion of me?
and i dun give a d*mn for ur signature and phone no.
self-perasan-ing ppl.

Then.He replied me:
deng..u lok at mirror la.hu wan u wo..my opinion is 4 ur own gud...go cut botak la.mayb wil b beta geh..

I got really really angry at this piece of human nonsence:
deng urself la.
did i ever say got ppl wan me?
too bad for u lo.cos really got ppl wan me.
u look at the mirror urself la.
sam mm sik chat scold ppl wor.
if u think ur opinion is even important u're soo wrong.
i tell u.u cut jor botak still will same like gam.
still no ppl wan!!

I read my comments before i approve them,so naturally i didn't approve these mental stuff.
However,i didn't delete them(for prove ma xD) so whoever wanna see just tell me.
I'm waiting to see what this stupid guy's gonna reply.
Or should i just ignore him?He don't really deserve my attention.
Actually i feel myself kinda childish for arguing with him.But i really very angry and mo ming qi miao ma.
Hmm...how?

纯粹发泄,别想太多..

看一下我的手指.黑和白.好像Angels and Demons哦.哈哈哈..
这展现出了我狂野的一面.这几天不开心的事连连发生,压力极大,所以就...
把指甲图成这样也算是发泄吧..
不过,注意到了吗?黑和白是一样多的.虽然图的时候没想那么,过后发现..
其实这是中等的现象吧?

人在处理任何事不都应该保持中立吗?
为什么有些人就是不可以这样?
难道你们只是期望对方改变,但,你们自己就是对的吗?
你们为什么那么的自私,那么的不会替人着想?
你们不开心,就要弄到别人不开心吗?
你们为什么要那么不负责任,推卸了自己的责任,还要责怪别人?
明明就是自己不想负责任,而作出那种自私的事,令自己和别人都难受..
你们思想为什么那么不成熟?
叛逆,生气..这一切都不能改变事实的..接受会比较好过吧..
为什么不要试着去接受?为什么不给别人和自己一个机会?
为什么那么理所当然的认为别人会知道你不喜欢她的某某东西?
为什么不有事直接说,而在背后说别人的坏话?
可能别人没有发现到.你不告诉别人,别人怎么知道自己错在哪里,怎么知道要改?
为什么要一直伤害别人?你们自己会很爽,是这样吗?

这次的camp,为一让我开心的,就是发现我juniors可爱的一面..
其实她们没有想象中的可怕..
其实,她们还是可教之材..
其实,她们还蛮听话的..

可悲啊,跟juniors相处得比跟同辈的容易..
不过放心,我是不会死认我们不会做回朋友..
我还是会尝试去接受你们的..
问题是你们肯不肯也一起接受..
大家有所改变,就可以好好相处了,不是吗?

Quiet Joy

At last I get to see you after more than a month..
I've thought of this meeting for so long..
I've missed you so much..
I thought that I would be very excited and fling myself at you the minute I saw you..
But I only slipped into the seat quietly..
I was mesmerized by the sight of you..
I feel the quite joy of being able to look at you..
To look into your beautiful eyes..
To sit next to you,feeling your presence in all my being..
To indulge in the feel of my hand in yours,when you took hold of it..

Although we only sat there and ate and talked quietly,I felt the quiet happiness in me..
Although I just saw you not long before,I missed you since the moment we parted..

i miss you.
so,so much..

Pathetic

Why do people like to leave horrid comments in others' pages with no name?
or worse,with other people's name?
So you're not satisfied with your own identity?Sigh.Your poor mum and dad.
Please la,if you're not happy with someone just say it out face to face.Don't do such cowardly things la.
This kind of people is just..pathetic.

This happened to two of my friends.
This is where a different side of me comes out.>.<

Do not insult my friends that way.
You're just insulting yourselves.

18/5 ''Teachers' Day''

*Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers!!*

Lol.I can't believe i so hou sei go and wish my teachers.
Hmm.Maybe i'm just too free.
Free?Your head la!Tml..When chemistry meets physics..you'll see.
Come back first.Yea.My teachers ar.Actually.Most of them not bad de.
Actually.I'm quite happy with AMC teachers.Although some of them just get under your skin,they are actually quite dedicated.I mean.Compared to the other skuls around here la.*dry laugh*

Oh yea.Wish my mum Happy Teachers' Day too.
I get to eat the cake she brought back!!xD
Actually,it's part of my lunch.Together with some friend meehun and some ulam thingy.LOL.

Ei??Go back go back.Skul teachers' day.
Hmm.Ben lai we should be celebrating it on the 29th of May(a day before holidays).God knows why it have to be changed to today.
And so we're cheated of a 'rest day' and all those 表演 la.
Got ppl sing only lo.They're actually quite good.AMC banyak potential singers leh.xD
And then there's Vivien..she sang a song she created!So so talented man.And her voice..arghhh!!!
Her style quite like Lee Hom.Malaysian female version of Lee Hom.hahahas.If you pursue a career in singing,Vien,i'll give you my support 100%!xp

Hmm.This is the first time i wrote a blog that feels like i'm talking to myself.Hahaha.

i miss you=)

Unspeakable perverts!!

What in God's name is wrong with guys nowadays?!
Why do they like to show their..ahem..cock to complete strangers?!
Why do i have to come across a total of 6 guys like this just in my short 16+ years of life?!
Can anyone tell me??

So yesterday i was onlining and chatting with a couple of friends,and checking on my friendster(i can send comments again,finally.yay!).
Then,a conversation box popped out.
It's that pervert la.who else?
The conversation went like this:

Pervert:hi
Me:hi
Pervert:hehe
*sends Video Call*
Me:*ignore the video call*
do i noe u?
Pervert:i add ur msn from friendster

(i used his email add in msn to search in friendster-zero results)

Me:what's ur friendster?
Pervert:u wan to see my birdbird?
(wha..?)
Me:no
i wanna see ur friendster
(silence..for about 10minutes)
Pervert:*nudge*
Me:what?
Pervert:accept the video call la.i let u see my birdbird.
(what the heck?didn't i just refused him?)
Me:dun wan
Pervert:(i forgot what he said.about those things la.)
(he sent webcam.I declined.He sent again.I declined again.)
Me:......
do i look like a damned slut?
go find others la
(i'm really angry dy.the first time i used the whole word 'damn' when conversing with another.the most i use is 'd*mn'.hmm.but since he's a pervert he need not be respected la.)
Pervert:oh.
do u have friends wan to see?
(what the heck?)
Me:no
Pervert:ask them la
(yea.u wished)

Then the pervert suddenly offlined.Maybe disconnected or something.
I went to look for his name in my contact list,clicked 'block this contact' and deleted him.
*cheers*

For God's sake,masturbate if you want to,but don't go showing everyone la.Are you an idiot?
What do you expect me to do?Get high?Wake up la.
And I don't know why i'm still talking about this kind of guys.The whole bunch of you just get lost la.
ding.

I went to sleep in a killer mood.'Cause my bf fell asleep and i didn't get to vent out the feelings.
Oh yea.I thank God that my bf is not this kind of guy.He almost burst out laughing when i told him this morning.
Me:why do they like to show that..thing..ah?very shuang meh?
Bf:why u ask me wor?
hahahas.

p/s:sorry for those words.i really feel like murdering someone.this blog totally spoils my image la.*sighs*

Akai Ito

A Japanese drama i watched recently and in love with.=)My sis's blog have its theme song,and after listening to it i went to search for the drama.It's actually not just a normal romance drama,but it teaches us a lot of moral values.It's really touching in some parts.And Minamisawa Nao(as Mei) and Mizobata Junpei(Atsushi/A-kun) absolutely make you fall in love with them!!xDD

Here's the trailer:

Sypnosis: The story was one of the best-selling novels of 2007, it revolves around the "red thread of fate" connecting the young pair Mei and Atsushi(who are both born on 29th Feb) and the trials they face. The story focuses on the emotional and spiritual growth of the teenage heroine, while depicting everything from her adolescent love troubles to her close friend's struggle with drugs. Akai Ito refers to the East Asian belief of the red string of fate. Originating from Chinese legend, "the red string of fate" myth states that the gods tie an invisible string around the pinky fingers of men and women who are destined to be soul mates and will one day marry each other.

And here's the theme song,366 days.A very beautiful and meaningful song:

If you're interested,can go to http://www.mysoju.com/akai-ito/ or http://www.dramaclick.com/view.php?id=111872&category=3&part=1 for the full drama.
Just check it out.You'll fall in love with it too!xD

Kuantan Trip =)

and so i'm back from Kuantan.more memories with my beloved friends and juniors.

1st day
ntg much.just have to wake up at 4.15am and den sit bus for 7hours.zzz.
den went sound check and went to our asrama.

2nd day
free day for us.practise a while in the morning and went Kuantan Parade in the afternoon.
hung out with Eunice and Kar Yee.ben lai Pui Yi with me.but then she went to follow Cow.sobs.

3rd day
Competition day!!overall is not bad.
went to Kuantan Parade again.
ben lai Yee Min going to belanja us pizza.but she run off for sushi.T_T
good thing she later got belanja starbucks.kaka.
next went to the beach(is Tanjung Cempedak i think.not so sure..).play water,take pic,take silly videos..Only word to describe--fun!!
went back to SEMSAS for jamuan.results came out.arghh.we got it by our hardwork.u all have no right to look down on us.we will prove it!!

4th day
come back to ipoh le.watched some videos .cool man!!at last..home sweet home~^^but i miss it there.sobx..

words cannot really describe it.here are some pics(some more in Pui Yi,Eunice and Wei Hua's camera.will get from them a.s.a.p.):





childish peoples xD














LOL.



















now.if u're to see very clearly,there's 3 very different expressions there.
















messy..












Eunice's dinner at Kuantan Parade ''Fun Hei Dei''(before).




















Her dinner(after).i noe i just plain wu liao la~

















Yee Leng,Angel,me.














My first ever Starbucks--belanja-ed by my good junior Fish Leong Yee Min.

















Huiyun and me at the beach.=]

















This's the beach.nice?












AMC Band.=)













hahaha.a photo requested by Mon-hah(Alixia).I'm supposed to be "zuk gan"-ing Yee Min and Alixia.











Clarinet Fishes representing my good juniors:Fish Leong(梁鱼敏),Fishball(Fish Goh),Fish Lim(林佩鱼) and Fish Chen(陈宴鱼).Clarinet section becoming fish section liao.(bass becoming monster section xD)









Jia Yin,Ah Mai,May Theng,Me,Fenny,Angel,Huiyun.Everyone's acting.We do that on purpose.HAHAHA.













me and my soprano sax "bao bei",theng and her trumpet "haha",fen with her bass clarinet,angel and yik mun.





**The photos are not so complete.will try to complete them soon!!

Blue Blog

So,i've just found out that my sis sometimes feel like whacking me when she read my blog.
Okay la.skip that.

good that bro's feeling better too.
hmmm.
something i saw from bro's blog.
it's a kind of personality quiz.
my results:

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

[well.what can i say?so true..]

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

[haha.u got me.]

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

[hmm.i'm not so sure about this..]

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

[lol.flirt and behave seductively?i think not gua..i'm very serious okay?]

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

[sure thing.]

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

[haha.i've already focused on something.]

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

[well,yea.kinda.]

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

[true oso ba.]

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

[hmm.the give good advice part i'm not so sure,but others are all quite true la.]

the results are quite accurate.wanna try it out?go to http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

no mood today.reasons?plenty of them.i dun wanna list out.

to a friend:feeling like u're leaving us.no reply when we wish u.
hmm.maybe u have closer friends than us now.
but i still feel that u needn't be that cold to us.
maybe it's something we did?
u'll have to tell us,cos we have no idea at all.
u probably wun read this blog,but whatever.

probably u'll see this blog's all blue.that's my mood--blue.
leave comments if u can,advice if u will,critics if u must.
but i'm just venting out my feelings and thoughts in this blog.
i have to,or i'll go mad for keeping everything inside.that's what blogs are for anyway.
u mustn't judge a person's blog.no offence.=)
kay.that's all for today.

26/3-我的想法与事件

好久没blog了!!
哇噻..突然又不懂要写什么样了.zzz.

生病了好多天啊..
从band camp出来(18/3)就开始,到现在..
不过嘉颍比较可怜,放假前一个星期就病到现在.
哈哈.get well soon啦 =]

26/3.我的好知己-潘淑芬美女生日咧!!
生日快乐啊~!!
送了一份我亲手做的礼物.
她好像蛮喜欢的.
开心就好啦,这位美女!=)
对不起没得和你庆祝..
我星期六会尽量俸场的啦!!

今天是星期四.
本来有得见我的宝贝的..
但是由于没有softball练习,病又没好,所以被他"命令"回家休息..
想念你啦~!
但没办法啦.你都问到我:"要不要做听话的老婆"咯.
我能怎样答你?
至少你答应了下个星期保证会见^^

想要发泄的一件事:
i really dun like u la!!ngam ngam cham cham..
keep on talking to yourself..no one reply oso keep on talking.
pass liao sku dismiss time oso still talking.
make me miss my bus!!>.<
if i didnt meet dao my fren i maybe have to wait until evening only can go home leh!!
how i rest?
nan dao i miss liao bus u will fetch me home?
and not only i missed my bus lo.
so many ppl..u wanna fetch us all back ke??
and...we really dun like ur way of teaching la!!like very sui bian!!erghh!!!

发泄完毕.继续另一件事.
刚刚才发现到我哥哥的blog.
充满了他爱的烦恼..
其实他蛮可怜的..
从来他爱情的路线都充满绊脚石..
难道他被注定要酱吗?还是时候没到而已?
希望是后者啦..
不然就让他的问题解决掉..就可以继续和女朋友一起开开心心过生活了..
可怜的哥哥..
希望我以后不会遇到这样的东西..

另一个就是班上的两个好友的男朋友出国读书了..
看到她们都好伤心..
我知道如果是我我会更惨.
我以后..........
不想去想..下次吧.

Band Camp (March 2009)

One word to describe overall--memorable.

haha.quite syok this camp.
very happy cos feel closer with many ppl,both juniors and seniors.
haha.my junior(yee min) jao cham la.let me bully..
this call training okay?
hahaha.and used 贱招 make her sleep.very berkesan!
cos she keep talking with alixia.
so i sit in front of them.
den after i leave very quietly they tot i still there so dun dare talk.
den at last fall asleep le!!
wahahaha..
and vivian actually manja with me.i was like O.O
haha.vivian and yee min ar.
ntg oso let me say dao got thing.
and that yee min so fa sum.vivian,alixia and another i forgot who liao.
aihs.really....

hmm.the hall so very the cold.every night oso wake up.
den last night when i wake eunice up to go toilet..
she look at me and ask me "you wanna play song?warm up de?"
hahaha.so funny la.2.30am play song.mei sei guo meh?
hahaha.

this camp got happy got sad got angry.
but really very miss it.
haha.i actually dun wan the last day to end wo.
hahaha..so unlike me.

aiya.ding mm shun angel claudia and wei kei so yeng >.<
hahahaha..
hope next camp will be at least like this one.haha!!

Miss My Sis...T_T

Sis went to stay in Seremban liao....
cos she going to work in KL..

sis go liao =
1)no one hang/collect/fold clothes liao.
-more housework for me!!
2)no one teman me at home.
-house always empty when i get back..and i always home alone..T_T
3)no one cook pasta for me liao.
-miss jie de pasta!!
4)no one wake me up liao.
-i always oversleep now..
5)less one ppl to go eat and gai gai with liao.
-wuwu...
6)less one ppl to laugh with liao.
-sis de laugh memang...walao..
7)no one make silly faces to me liao.
-LOL..

cant think of others now..
BUT..
i really damned miss u la sis!!!

烦..really think til...Permanent Head Damage

If i choose biotechnology have to study til PhD??
7 years??
foreign country???
nah..i dun mind..as long as dun get (P)ermanent (H)ead (D)amage.
and also..the money la..
fees for 7years..cannot mafan family for so long..
hmm..how??
and..the only other thing i'm worried about..
is him.
maybe go singapore ler.not too far from malaysia.
aihs.she bu de u!!
and.will worry de ma.so far..haihs..
你善变的性格真让我担心!!

but..what to do??i dun have any other passion...
I LOVE GENETICS!