Thursday, November 25, 2010

Songs

Found them yesterday(while fb-ing i think), and i just fell in love.



and for this video i especially love the rap part...


and i think that they are all sooooo talented!!

Saturday, November 6, 2010

正式介绍。。。

今天心血来潮,就把template换掉了。感觉到之前拿黑色蓝色的,有点阴、忧郁得感觉。。不是很舒服。。
听说,粉红色是恋爱的颜色

有件事我一直都没做,就是。。。
向大家正式公布。。。这是我的男朋友---王家康先生。


很可爱吧?xD
这个傻仔,头很大。



虽然他有时脾气很暴躁、有时睡起觉来或玩起game来真的是让人顶不顺,
但,
他很照顾我。
我知道,他很爱我。^^


对不起,之前我一直没有很光荣地向全世界报告你是我的男朋友。
我不知道在害怕些什么。。。
我知道,你明白我。。。
谢谢你。
我不再害怕了,我想通了。
我爱你,康。





至另一个你:对不起,我未能守到我的承诺。
虽然对你感到有点愧疚,但,我并不后悔。




Sunday, October 31, 2010

刚刚在facebook看了一个video,不懂为什么,里面的歌的歌词让我有感触。。。

女唱歌名:纪念过后 男唱歌名:我会很想你

词:夏依
唱:夏依
伴奏小笨提供的,


不要让我回头
我不想看到那结果
你说你的怀抱只属于我
可为什么她抱着你 你却不推脱
告诉我 你还爱我

它就像幻灯片放映在我 眼前
告诉我 我曾经那么幸福过
可现在你却牵这另一双手
陪你走过 却不再是我

山盟海誓不要在对我说
因为我在也承受不了那结果
爱爱爱爱爱爱 爱到最后
还是只有分手
不要告诉我 幸福的理由

你曾经说过为我放弃所有
我把自己沉浸在你给的幸福之中
一个人走在雨中
想着你在她面前绽放的笑容

F: 那个路口 我牵着你的手
说要陪你一起走
那个转角 你松开我的手
说一辈子不要再回头

你我形同陌路擦肩而过
没有你我逃不出这十面埋伏
诠释温度 怎样才习惯的角度
悲伤持续太久
不知该怎样面对所有

原谅我的懦弱 原谅我没说出口
离开是我最好的解脱
很多也许的结果 没有实现过
我的世界 失去了颜色
不要在说爱我


看着你家窗口 最后一滴眼泪滑落
瞳孔里全是你对我的温柔
不再明朗 更多的只是忧愁
敷衍的一笑带过所有

想再牵起你的手
索取片刻的温柔
我自嘲希望时光能倒流
你的怀抱还能够温暖我

F: 那个路口 我牵着你的手
说要陪你一起走
那个转角 你松开我的手
说一辈子不要再回头


眼泪落下之前 转身走过
用不舍 融化所有的寂寞
记忆里 还有你的名字
原来我对你 还是那么不舍

最后的最后 是她拥有了我该得到的温柔
是我选择独自漫游
最后的最后 是你说出了口 你还爱我
我还是放开手 独自远走







康,希望我们不会这样。。
i ♥ u

Saturday, September 18, 2010

厌!!

我讨厌等人的感觉!!
说了却做不到...
昨天还说一定会!!
结果咧?

一开始你只让我等一个小时,过后开始让我等一个小时半,现在咧?
我。讨。厌。。。!!!

Sunday, August 29, 2010

有那么难吗?

就一声的交待,有那么难吗?
有一点时间观念,有那么难吗?

说好九点,我等你。。
不知不觉,十点半了,终于,我看见你上网。
虽然跟你有点发脾气,但,心里是非常开心的。
你说过,会上网开webcam让我看你。
我已经两天没见到你了咧...超想念你的...难道,你没有?
怎么知道,我连装生气都不到3分钟,你就告诉我,你要出去了。

心里突然一阵痛...

你答应我的webcam呢?
你说弟弟用你的电脑,难道你不能找我,不能事先sms我一下吗?
我还在这里傻傻地一直等你...

已经不是第一次了...
我这两天一直都是这样过...
你说会找我,我一直等你,结果,还不是我担心了忍不住call你?




“泪滴下了,但你不知道...”

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Who will set my heart free??



Damn but my heart hurts.T_T

Why isn't my brain a fish's brain?

I wanna forget the pain...

Saturday, April 10, 2010

My New Gang--AppleBanana

Apple banana is actually a name of a drink.
Why did it become our gang name??Cos we always go supper and drink it.[regular customers.LOL.]

This gang is officially started on the 6th of April when we went for supper outside INTI after a long discussion.We chatted a lot while drinking apple banana and eating chicken rolls,and we shared some of our secrets and stories.Actually we went for supper before this,but we only started to gang up on the 6th.Then on 9th April,"AppleBanana" became our official group name(before this don't have a name).We actually considered using the name "Dark Stars" at first,because after supper the 5 of us went to the basketball court and sit/lay there watching the stars.


Members of AppleBanana:

~Ivan the Banana~ His nickname came from someone who called him "Banana" one day(because she didn't want to use bad words...?@.@).So anyway it became his nickname.His specialty is his funny face expressions and evil mind.*Cat spinning in the air*.He's the one who introduced apple banana to us.Haha.

~John the Rooster~ He's born on the year of Rooster,and he has a "tail".*ting*.Hahah.He's always smiling,and likes to do stupid things.Always sleep late at night and late for class in the morning.xD He's Ivan's husband and fishball's ex-husband.LOL.

~Connie the Laughing Skeleton~ Just like her name,she specialize in laughing.Her laugh is AMAZING.Loud plus unstoppable.*John's got a video of her laughing.xD* And she has a unique walk.*always said to be walking like a dude.LOL.*

~Bei Bei the Blur(me)~ They say I've always got the blur expression on my face.*ha?* Ivan likes to imitate me.=.=" And I'm kinda the quiet one there,but my role is important.xD They actually miss my blur face when I'm not there.wuakakaka.

~Xiao Hui/Cathy the Anti Vege~ Not that she doesn't eat vegetable.Just that she found a vege in her milo 1night during supper and "eww!".Well you can all imagine that.We won't forget that hilarious story about her teacher.xD



Our activities:

1) Supper with apple banana and chicken rolls.
2) Sharing secrets and stories.
3) Watching stars at the basketball court.
4) Exploring!!xD
5) Introducing apple banana to others.(eg. Jessica,Fishball,CK..)





-OMG i love this gang la.-

Monday, March 29, 2010

Life at INTI--My First Week

Seriously,life here is fun.
I've got some interesting lecturers,a real good roommate who likes to sing,and a bunch of crazily fun coursemates.
See now..
Pei Vian--that's my roommate.She's a nice girl.=)
Catherine--friend of Pei Vian's.nice funny girl.
Henry--friend of Catherine."BALLOON" omg..xp
Ming Yi,Shan Wei,Man Yee--AMCians at INTI!!^^
Connie--my mate from Ipoh too.^^ always get sooo excited about "something".xD
Yin Yee--my sweet cute coursemate from Kajang.
Prue--we're trying to "matchmake" her with Dinesh.xD
Sally--quite quiet.hmmmm..
Mallory--the teddy bear~cuteness.hahaha.
Anithra--the only Indian girl here.Always alone one.aww =(
Siao Hui--interesting girl.
Edence--study freak!!omg..always go library one..(no offence ya =>)
JJ--the troublemaker.
Dinesh--our ji mui!!haha..
Huai Ern--this world is small.cos he's a saxophonist from Nan Hwa Band!!omg!!
Chong Kim--this guy got so many friends lar~
Sky/Kok Ching--the FISHBALL!
Jia Khang--a bit quiet one..
Ivan--our class monitor for many subs.lol.
John--a guy from Myanmar..an interesting one.nice,friendly,funny,not to mention good-looking.=)

A drawing done by John Little to Sky a.k.a. Fishball.




















I went for Qing Ming and then my sis's bf's house during the weekend,and I can't believe how much I miss the whole lot of them,even though I've only known them for one week.T_T

Monday, March 22, 2010

First Day of class

It's my first day of class folks.
I woke up at 8something,clean up,and walked to the learning block,found my classroom,and stood outside.
Suddenly,someone came up and said there's NO CLASS for us today.
We walked to the Pre-U Office to ask,and they say today is our first day,lab class not started yet..blablabla..and WE'RE FREE FOR THE WHOLE DAY.whoots^^
We(my coursemates and I) walked around for a while,and returned to our rooms.
So here I am,blogging.muahahahaha~

Saturday, March 13, 2010

You're right,i won't listen.

If you think that my relationship with him is so fragile that some words from a third party will break us apart,then you're sorely wrong.Hasn't SOMEONE told me that for 3 years and yet i'm still with him?
你们知不知道,你们对我说的话,让我更有那个欲望和冲劲要证明给你们看,我们的关系是多么坚固的吗?

If you're so damned sure that our relationship won't work out and we'll break up,just let me learn that damned lesson MYSELF.
i won't learn if you keep telling me to break beforehand.i might even have that regret my whole life.
你时常把我给保护得们就是好好的,所以我才什么都学不到!不要误会,我是非常感激,但。。你看我现在,什么都不敢做,一直依赖人家。。。我超级不喜欢这样的自己!

说分就分,你真的以为有这么容易??请你不要小看我们的感情。
“他又不是说很帅那种啦。。又不是很聪明。。如果聪明你还说可以抓住他。。。”
你把我当什么了??i do NOT love him because of his looks,or his brains,okay??!
And PLEASE,DO NOT CRITICIZE HIM.i do NOT like it ONE BIT.

我相信,如果他肯努力,以后一定会出人头地证明给你们看!!




-不是我不听你们的话,但,请你们尊重我。-

Friday, March 5, 2010

4am,5/3/2010

我等了你这么久,结果咧??
又是失望一场。
说了两三句,你就“可以啦”要睡觉了。
过后连我不开心你都不肯留下哄我一下。。
为什么??“朋友催了,要睡觉了。”

朋友一催你就急着立刻做,我催了你这么久的事,你有做到吗?
我到底是你的谁??所谓的“女朋友”,比“朋友”都不如吗?

我为你付出的一切,都不足够让你为我牺牲一下吗?
说真的,你到底为我牺牲过什么?
钱,说话的力气和时间,见面走路的力气,然后呢?

我不开心时,你的反应不是哄我,而是"haiz...!!"
好像在说“又来了!”
怎么?我不开心,你感到很不耐烦吗?
你知道我听到你一直“haiz..haiz..”,我会感到更加心痛和失望的吗?


我时常问我自己,我怎么那么傻,为了你天天这么迟才睡。。不只是睡眠,还有健康和美丽都在为你牺牲咧。我得到的是什么??

Monday, March 1, 2010

2.30am,1/3/2010

常常欺骗我的感情,还说不喜欢我不开心??
常常伤我的心,但还希望我时常嬉皮笑脸地对着你??

对不起,我的心不是用铁做的。

你的话,越来越不能信了。
说了会做的事,一件也没完成。。
什么都“好像”,“应该”。。

你说,你会找我。
我等你。
结果,你有找我吗??


为什么我会常常想:你有在乎我吗?
怎么我在你心里好像都不重要??

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

......

可能这样子说很不公平,但你说“难道你要避我做我不喜欢的事?”,我觉得很不应该。。
换着是我,就算那件事我很不喜欢,但只要为了你,让你开心,我还是会照做。。
毕竟,像你所说的,那只是件小事。。

可能很不对,但我还是有种你连这小事都不愿为我付出,牺牲的感觉。。

可能别人会说,“可能他为你付出的是在别的方面,你没发觉到呢?”

可能你也觉得你为我付出已经很多了,我怎么还这么不知足在那边不开心?

可能你看见这个post会不开心。。但。。应该没那个可能吧。。
到处去找关于你的东西,网上所有的profile,看你有什么update,为了是要了解你更多,那只是我这个笨蛋会做的吧。


你。。应该不会来看我的blog,我的facebook profile,看我msn有没有online,pm那里写些什么。。


关心,有吗?口头上,可能有吧。。