感触~!!!

过了好久才开始写回blog。。有点陌生呢。。但一开始了，那个瘾却又被激发了。。

整颗心有着好多复杂的心情呢。。
最多最多的，就是想念和不舍。。

我好想念我的学妹们啊。。。！！！真的，想念到无法用词语来解释。。
脑海里一直出现着我在band里整个路程。。这些flashbacks让我心情。。aih。。不会讲。。
好想念跟你们打打闹闹呢。。虽然时常被人说幼稚。。但我就是喜欢和你们玩在一起吗。。互相欺负，互相玩弄，互相帮助，互相教导。。。

我也好想念我的宝贝soprano sax 啊！！大半在band里的生活就是和他一起过了。。
一起练习，一起经过艰苦的训练，一起在大太阳下晒，一起在草场操步，一起在stadium及concert hall比赛，一起在各种场合表演。。。
我那么少来找你了，你会寂寞吗？我好想念跟你谈天。。虽然会有人觉得我很奇怪。。但毕竟和你一起了那么久，感觉也深了。。不久后你应该会另有所属八？想到就好伤心哦。。T_T
我也好想念帮你polish 到亮亮哦。。每次都会很骄傲地想：我的宝贝正漂亮！^_^
恨不得想把你拐回家！！wuwu..

我的宝贝。。















就如我的blog title，真的感触良多啊~

-i've found my pearl in AMC band,at last.

2009 AMC Band Passing Out

I actually have so much to write that I don't know where to start.*sigh*

19th Dec (this is not included in the passing out..sorry)
I reached school at about 7.30am.Guess what?Only 5 other ppl there: 1 F1,1F2,2F3 and Yian Theng.No F4 in sight.What?Aren't they in charge of this camp?
Everyone dunno where to put bags..cos all the classrooms taken by St. John.
Sighs.Then more ppl came,but not 1 is F4 de.Everybody just crowded at the porch until the F4s came.

Then,we went on the bus to KL.We went to Sunway Pyramid.We wanted to go ice-skating at first,but many ppl there+expensive+not enough time.So we went to play the machines instead..the basketball one,bowling one,and another throw ball de.Then we went to have lunch at Sushi King.
Fish Leong can pay back the starbucks she owed me at last!!But..went she gave it to me she already drank half..ISHH!!YOU STILL OWE ME HAKF AR FISH LEONG!!

Next we went to Stadium Bola Sepak,Cheras to watch the KLWMBC.God.The Thailand bands are sooooo good!!We can't even compare to their junior band.T_T You all must work hard tau?Get as good as them!!You all can de!!Gambate!!


20th Dec
Reached school at 2something.Bathed and straight went to sleep.Then 6something wake up!!Swt..
When warm up we ran..all the F5s almost died.Lol.Too long din run dy cos of SPM(you see?what's the good of SPM?!).
Then trained the performinf songs..and..the inevitable--Mr Ho's speech.As always,many ppl 钓鱼..sighs..i really 佩服 him sometimes..although I always fall asleep during his speech,everything he tells us is really meaningful and very useful in our lives..I just can't help falling asleep..sorry la!!

21st Dec
Arrange and clean the halls after warm up.Then relax a bit cause I no part in chamber.xD
Then jao get ready for the performance le!!
Nervous man..the f5s line up to get the certs..so many ppl looking..@_@
Then my juniors tied the blue scarf on my neck and gave me present and hugs..I almost cried..=(

Good thing I din mess up my solo during performance like I did during practise.>.<
It's actually not bad!LOL.Last time performing le with the band le..feel sad..aihs..
My dad and bro oso came..happy-nya~^_^
Although they din hear my solo part..bubu..
After performance the F5s all busy take pictures..until dun wanna eat dinner liao..
Last time gathering with the whole lot of you le!!Dunno when can meet again also..gonna miss you guys..sobs..
Then after I just finished Shi Yi barbeque for me de 2 chicken wings,it's time for the sharing..aihs..i wanna eat dinner laa~~~bubu..
Angel..you can fight with Mr. Ho liao..haha..so long de leh your speech..although more funny la..(shh!!xD)

After that,Kar Mun asked us(F5) to play 老鹰捉小鸡 with her.So funny man.
All the juniors looking at us 老耶 at the basketball court playing.Then more and more ppl joined in.We've had lots of fun that day.I missed it so much..=)
Then it's time for the game that the F3s had organised for us.
The lovely Mrs Yan a.k.a. Cheong Sui Cheing was my group's fasci.
Although I complaint a lot,but their games are actually quite fun.
Just that someone spoiled the fun.haiz.Don't talk about that la.
Then,since we can't really sleep anyway,we(me,amanda,gillian,hwee san,kah mun,eunice,xin yee,weng wai and pui yi) keng gai until 5someting..
Talked about a lot of things..and I was kinda surprised and pleased actually..I haven't talk to gillian,kah mun,hwee san,xin yee and weng wai much before..really happy that we can talk about things after all..^_^

22nd Dec
Woke up at 8something..initially they say 10something only wake..but some workers came to work on the hall's roof..Aihs.
Then I heard someone say Kar Mun was still barbeque-ing!!For the whole night!!
Went for second round de barbeque lo..quite fun..
After that we clean up the hall,basketball court where we barbeque,and toilet.
Then went to MP hall to watch movie.."Swing Girls".Not bad that movie.Then suddenly the hall's roof fell.Luckily it didn't hit anyone.Sweat.
We moved to band room to watch in the end.More syok than in MPH leh.Dark,cool..^^
I love our bandroom.^^


I really wanna thank all my juniors for this memorable passing out camp.
We can really see the efforts you all put in.
Especially the Form3s,your games are fun,your video clip is nice,and your dances are superb.
Although some of you always gik us til high blood pressure..but..I LOVE YOU ALL!=(


I really miss AMC Band a lot.
I miss the times and memories I had.
I miss all the members I've spent time with,from 2005 F5 til 2009 F1+PA.
I miss practising formation on the field.
I miss practising basics in the halls.
I miss practising songs in the band room.
I miss eating,bathing,and resting with my friends during camps.
I miss all the silly jokes.
I miss EVERYTHING!!*sighs*

-appreciate,you guys.-

Lee Bei Ru = Vampire ??

Reasons I think I might be a vampire:

1. My face always look a bit pale,everyone says that..like I'm sick.=.=
2. I'm more active in the dark than in daylight.
3. I seemed to have a mild case of anaemia--in other words,I don't have enough blood.
4. I sleep during the day,and is very much awake at night.
5. I like dark places more,and will feel faint in bright ones.
6. I hate too shiny things.
7. Vampire-related movies are just so nice!xD

The only things are I don't drink blood,I don't have blue eyes,I don't have fangs,I don't have super powers and I don't live in a coffin. :(
Whadyou think?=)


Alright,I'm just plain crapping here.You can ignore me.>.<

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20.08.2009 -- 2周年快乐!^_^

两年前的今天,我接受了你,做你的女朋友...
我一早就喜欢你了,只是因为要确定我对你的感觉,确定我的学业不会受到影响..
从那时起,我对你的爱,就是越来越深...

一年前的今天,我们见了面,但因为有许多朋友在,是你害羞吧?对我好冷淡哦...
同样的一天,你让我的心受了伤...
你告诉我你没有拍拖的感觉了...
那时,真的好伤心...
不过,幸好你恢复了.^_^

今天,我们又见面了...
情形和一年前截然不同呢...
这几天一直都是甜甜的...
而且你这次对我一点也不冷淡...
虽然,不懂为什么,和你一起时时间会过得特别快...
但,好开心哦!!

我的宝贝老公,
和你已经有两年的回忆了,开心,伤心,生气,感动...
这一切对我来说都非常非常地珍贵...
记得,你对我来说是最棒的!!
无论如何,你都是我最爱的宝贝老公!!

致我唯一的最爱.

夹在中间..

在7月24号的比赛,三德获得了冠军.

这近期来,越靠近比赛,心情就越不好,越黑暗.
到了比赛那天,曾经试过好几次想哭了.
眼睁睁地看着别的队伍练习,彩排,比赛.
一直想起以前和队友们一起在学校练习,在stadium彩排,走formation,等成绩的感觉..
心离知道,自己再也没有机会再做这些事了..
得知比赛成绩后,心情变得复杂.
伤心,因为我在BAND里最后一年竟然没得出赛.
我就要这样带着遗憾毕业了..
开心,因为男朋友得了冠军,他开心,我也替他开心.
嫉妒,这个心情不用解释的吧?

直到现在,心情还是没有平复...
心,还在淌着血..


P/S:Congratulations to Sam Tet,St. Michael and Nan Hwa.
我的老公,daddy,kor,didi,还有其他朋友,
虽然我很嫉妒你们,可能也有点不想你们赢(band里的风风雨雨你们都明白吧?换着是我们赢,你们也会不想吧?),但是还是要恭喜你们.
加油!!为Perak争光,知道吗?



I don't know if i'm allowed to post this,but..AMC you did well!!

极度不爽!!

最后的争取?
有必要那么可悲吗?
我就知道你们搞不定这件事.
可能这是你们想要的吧.
不理别人的不想..
还可只是一个人的固执,一个人想要..
为什么就不接受??
要是这样那么一开始就好争取了吗..
两样事情都不一样的..
我,早在n年前接受了,那时还得一直用"有得在最后一年当观众,不用辛苦,可以和朋友一起逛"来安慰自己..
现在??当我已经接受,安排,在这情况下找到能让自己开心的东西时,偏偏搞出这解决不掉的东西..
最后一年都不能享受..
可能,你会说你已经试过了,尽力了..
再想一想,有吗?还是没拼了?怕失去些什么吧..
不然,本来就没有心要拼..本来就是很想"争取"..
真的为我们好,就不应该让我们受这种"折磨"..
缺课,受拘束,现丑,一动也不能动地眼睁睁地看着别人做自己再也不会有机会做的事..
我可以要求不要参与吗?
可笑.这还用问的?
可能你会说我自私..
不过,如果是这样的话,自私的不止我一个人..

写blog的定义本来就包括发泄.