Thursday, September 10, 2009

Lee Bei Ru = Vampire ??

Reasons I think I might be a vampire:

1. My face always look a bit pale,everyone says that..like I'm sick.=.=
2. I'm more active in the dark than in daylight.
3. I seemed to have a mild case of anaemia--in other words,I don't have enough blood.
4. I sleep during the day,and is very much awake at night.

5. I like dark places more,and will feel faint in bright ones.
6. I hate too shiny things.
7. Vampire-related movies are just so nice!xD

The only things are I don't drink blood,I don't have blue eyes,I don't have fangs,I don't have super powers and I don't live in a coffin. :(
Whadyou think?=)


Alright,I'm just plain crapping here.You can ignore me.>.<

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Recommendations

Just for reviving my hibernating blog..=D

A funny advertistment recommended by my bro:


And an interesting acapella video from my sister:

Thursday, August 20, 2009

20.08.2009 -- 2周年快乐!^_^

两年前的今天,我接受了你,做你的女朋友...
我一早就喜欢你了,只是因为要确定我对你的感觉,确定我的学业不会受到影响..
从那时起,我对你的爱,就是越来越深...

一年前的今天,我们见了面,但因为有许多朋友在,是你害羞吧?对我好冷淡哦...
同样的一天,你让我的心受了伤...
你告诉我你没有拍拖的感觉了...
那时,真的好伤心...
不过,幸好你恢复了.^_^

今天,我们又见面了...
情形和一年前截然不同呢...
这几天一直都是甜甜的...
而且你这次对我一点也不冷淡...
虽然,不懂为什么,和你一起时时间会过得特别快...
但,好开心哦!!

我的宝贝老公,
和你已经有两年的回忆了,开心,伤心,生气,感动...
这一切对我来说都非常非常地珍贵...
记得,你对我来说是最棒的!!
无论如何,你都是我最爱的宝贝老公!!



致我唯一的最爱.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

夹在中间..

在7月24号的比赛,三德获得了冠军.

这近期来,越靠近比赛,心情就越不好,越黑暗.
到了比赛那天,曾经试过好几次想哭了.
眼睁睁地看着别的队伍练习,彩排,比赛.
一直想起以前和队友们一起在学校练习,在stadium彩排,走formation,等成绩的感觉..
心离知道,自己再也没有机会再做这些事了..
得知比赛成绩后,心情变得复杂.
伤心,因为我在BAND里最后一年竟然没得出赛.
我就要这样带着遗憾毕业了..
开心,因为男朋友得了冠军,他开心,我也替他开心.
嫉妒,这个心情不用解释的吧?

直到现在,心情还是没有平复...
心,还在淌着血..


P/S:Congratulations to Sam Tet,St. Michael and Nan Hwa.
我的老公,daddy,kor,didi,还有其他朋友,
虽然我很嫉妒你们,可能也有点不想你们赢(band里的风风雨雨你们都明白吧?换着是我们赢,你们也会不想吧?),但是还是要恭喜你们.
加油!!为Perak争光,知道吗?



I don't know if i'm allowed to post this,but..AMC you did well!!

Monday, July 20, 2009

极度不爽!!

最后的争取?
有必要那么可悲吗?
我就知道你们搞不定这件事.
可能这是你们想要的吧.
不理别人的不想..
还可只是一个人的固执,一个人想要..
为什么就不接受??
要是这样那么一开始就好争取了吗..
两样事情都不一样的..
我,早在n年前接受了,那时还得一直用"有得在最后一年当观众,不用辛苦,可以和朋友一起逛"来安慰自己..
现在??当我已经接受,安排,在这情况下找到能让自己开心的东西时,偏偏搞出这解决不掉的东西..
最后一年都不能享受..
可能,你会说你已经试过了,尽力了..
再想一想,有吗?还是没拼了?怕失去些什么吧..
不然,本来就没有心要拼..本来就是很想"争取"..
真的为我们好,就不应该让我们受这种"折磨"..
缺课,受拘束,现丑,一动也不能动地眼睁睁地看着别人做自己再也不会有机会做的事..
我可以要求不要参与吗?
可笑.这还用问的?
可能你会说我自私..
不过,如果是这样的话,自私的不止我一个人..



写blog的定义本来就包括发泄.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Not Good Enough

Why am i just not good enough?

Parents day
Teacher:Her results quite good ah.Not bad..all A's and B's?No C??
(scan my report card,spotted my sejarah)Ohh.Only 1 lah...okay ah..
Mum:Got C ah..
Teacher:Aiyah,sejarah,it's understood la.It's all memorising,and some student really cannot..ah...(laughs)
Mum:(her face shows that she wanna say i'm not good enough)She didn't work hard enough la..
Teacher:Wah.To me it's quite good lo.See,she got no.6 in class,and she's quite active in the band right?ahh...
Mum:.......

On the way home
Mum:Actually just now when your teacher say you are quite good I wanted to say "not good enough" de..
Me:......(i just knew it.)

Home
Dad:(looking at my results)Hmmp,your physics so bad ah?And your chemistry ah,better brush up.Wah.Sejarah got C?It's a compulsory subject leh.......
Me:......

During dinner on saturday night
Mum:(talking to aunt about the report card day)...and her teacher help her explain wo..say the sejarah what what what............
Me:......


SPM trial is coming.
Mum has taken to telling me to study whenever she saw me in front of the computer or tv,or when i'm reading story books.
i dislike studying.i don't hate it,but i'm not the studying type.why wun you understand?
i am NOT my sis.i am NOT my cousin.i am ME.Why don't you accept me as me?arghhhh.....
i know that you have higher expectations from me.
i know that it's for my own good,for my future.

But now i felt as though i am studying for mum.
i listen in class and i do my homework la.
it's not that i wanna rebel.ishh!!
i don't like form6.i wanna go study my biotech faster.
But it's not that i don't understand about the financial problem.
i like going to band practices.Playing songs make me forget about most problems,sadness,etc...
i don't go there just because i have to.
Why do you frown and say i need to study and "still have to go meh?" everytime i said i got band practice?
Even if i needn't go,that it's time for my retirement,i still want to go.i like it there.
i know that you want me to put my studies as the priority.Although it isn't my topmost interest.
But.The stress can kill me.
I've felt like giving up many times.
I've felt like rebelling many times.
But i didn't do it,because i don't want to hurt you.
Being a good child is hard.




-feelings vented.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

24.6 Happy Birthday to me.xD

Ta-da.The birthday girl.


















Today is my big day.
I was sad in the first few hours.Cried a bit. Cos my bf fell asleep and didn't find me!>.< Then.He woke up at 3something and called me.@_@
Which is why i went to school with bengkak eyes.

So,i spent a good part of the day in band room.
Firstly to clean it up,getting sweaty dragging stuff across the room and up the stairs,and sweeping the stairs,then practise,then get ready for the rakaman.
arghh.
Mum brought me to Beacon Point for lunch.The hot chocolate is so yummy!!











And at night,my dad cooked maggi mee with sausges and egg for me.

Yum.Thanks dad.Although it's all dry cos i bathed too slowly.Haha.

I wanna say a big
THANKS for everyone who has wished me.=)
*~My family~*
-my mum
-my sis
-sis's boyfriend nai shyan korkor
-cousin bao ling
-cousin pei jean
-cousin jeffrey
-my godfather and family
*~My lougong dear~*
*~All my 5s5 classmates~*
*~My god family~*
-bryan bro
-zeon kor
-andrew
-yap choun liang
-ke min jie
-boon jie di
-sean di
-jeremy di
-hui chi mama
-wai sian daddy
*~My band mates~*
-may theng
-huiyun
-foo yi wen
-angel
-claudia
-pui yi
-eunice
-wei hua
-wei kei
-mei ying
-kar mun
-yian theng
-jia yin
-fenny
-yik mun
-alixia
-vivian lee
-sei hwui
-yee min
*~other friends~*
-quan de
-lim dao sheng
-hai teng
-jenson
-jason lim
-jiann yao
-wen loong
-yan lin

-pui yan
-jeremy chew
-jason ng
-jiunn hong
-choon tyng
-chloe
-sophia
-kenji
-ming fei
*~people i don't know~*
-janice
-dinesh
-james
-ng kok chin
-chee wai
-welson
-wei herr

-michael chong

I also wanna thank those who gave me presents:
*~mum(new bag)
*~sis(shades)











*~godfather(bread+chocolate+angpao)








*~hui chi ah ma and wai sian daddy(pink dolphin doll)












*~wen-yi zai(chocolates)










*~vivian(a dunno-what-animal keychain)

*~may theng(a four-leaf-clover globe)
*~pui yi(a teddy bear)

*~my beloved lougong(a couple ring.my fav!!^^)

Don't know if i've left out anyone.But all the same,thanks and i love you all!!muahx!!