Monday, December 16, 2013

"威胁"?

只想晚上让双方都可以甜甜地去睡觉

如果你觉得  好好地跟我说声晚安 我这个要求是一种威胁的话
你大可以不必再继续下去这一切
何必让自己受苦忍耐

每晚sweet一点道别
毎早sweet一点开始新的一天
觉得是一种负担?

很明显有问题了吧


我比较爱浪漫
你偏偏觉得没必要

你比较喜欢‘情调’
我偏偏觉得多余

哦噢  怎么办?


想不通我怎么威胁到你了
我做我想做的  你也是可以做你想做的啊
我又没逼你
问题就在   你根本不知道你想做什么吗


长一些吧   做回有梦想有远见的人
连自己都不懂自己要做什么
你要别人怎么靠你啊


是时候为自己的未来打算了吧
年轻就是来闯的  趁自己还有本钱尝试失败
这样未来才可以成功啊


怕失败的人  最难前进。

Thursday, November 21, 2013

Can't stand...

I can't stand how you can't see anything good of me unless when you have use of me
I can't stand how you will always lower my self-confidence
I can't stand how you will always except me to praise you, but you won't do the same to me
I can't stand how you will always pick all my faults and criticize me
I can't stand how when you can't make a decision, I make it instead but you will criticize it
I can't stand how when you are to be blamed, you become displeased and make things look like others are at fault
I can't stand how when we're in an argument, I try so hard to make things normal but you will just be uncooperative and still show your "black mood" face
I can't stand how you can only see the faults in others but not in yourself


You are not perfect
You have no concept of time
You are bad-tempered
You are not always right
You are vain
You are full of criticism


and I feel that I am trapped and have no freedom when I'm with you
and I feel that everything I do, you don't approve of
and I feel stupid and unsure when I'm with you
and I feel belittled by you
and I feel that I can't do things I like because I always have to accommodate you

...and I don't think I can stand you any longer if you continue to be like this.

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

很好

我把决定权让给你时   你说我没主见
当在某样事情我有自己的想法 自己一定的决定   你说我固执

我把决定权让给你   是因为那样事情对我来说不大重要   我比较喜欢你做出你喜欢的决定
结果呢?  给你说我没主见   什么事都随随便便

我自己决定某样事时   你不认同
我坚持   你说我固执

你也不是固执的吗?   硬要我跟你想得那样去做
有些事   你坚持   我就服从了
有些事   对我来说特别重要   我坚持我的决定   你就不爽  没mood
体谅是什么?

我想趁我还有能力时去拚
而且是我人生中第一个重要的project
足够影响我的未来
我只是想花多一点时间做出一个可以让我自己应以为傲的结果
让我不会留下任何遗憾的结果
我选择不去旅行玩耍
这有错?

我不是机器人
我也懂得要享受人生
但是我很确实知道
不是现在
因为我要做我这个 对我来说 异常重要的fyp

我希望的   只是你的理解
我甚至不妨碍你享受你的sem break
只是你自己选择不享受  在那里闹脾气罢了
别又把那罪盖在我头上