Thursday, November 17, 2011

There was a time....

There was a time,
when I can speak my mind freely...
when I am confident in whatever I do that I feel is right...


There was a time,
when I communicate better with people...
when there is no need to speak in circles and hints...


There was a time,
when I am not constantly trying to please everyone...
when I am not always trying to guess what other people beside me thinks or says about me...


There was a time,
when people are more frank and straightforward...
when they can tolerate and forgive others more easily...






How I wish to go back to that time..

Thursday, August 4, 2011

自私......失望

你要几时才会停止那些自私的行为和想法?
你要几时才会懂得分轻重?

我以为,曾经经历过困难的你,会比较成熟、稳重、可靠,会比较懂得分寸...

你要就要,不要就不要,从来都不会顾虑到旁人的想法,有时还包括我...
你以为自己有顾虑我的感受,但你并没有...
我说了 我不要 你就应该理解我,而不是在那里发脾气、生气我...
很多时候就算我想要做一些事,但你说你不要、或是说做那些干什么、没意义之类的,我都没给你脸色看...
为什么?

为什么你想做的事情就必须得做?只要你自己开心,别人怎么不开心都没关系吗?

为什么你就是不懂得尊敬我?
我的感受不是感受?女人就没有说跟mood的?女人就只是傻傻跟着男人、任男人做他喜欢做的事?



你可以不要小小事就发脾气吗?你的忍耐度那么低,以后要怎么吃苦啊?以后我要怎么和你一起吃苦啊?若是说我有自己的烦恼,另一头又要一直安慰你,安慰不成还要忍受你的脾气,你要我怎么过日子啊?



我知道你疼我、会带我做我喜欢的东西、会带我去玩...
请不要让我觉得你所做的都带有目的...好吗?



我很爱你,所以别再一次又一次地让我流泪了,好吗?

Sunday, July 17, 2011

对的人

知道找到对的人的那个感觉吗?
第一眼望到你的感觉...我到现在依然记得清清楚楚
那个微微点头、轻轻微笑
那个很温暖的feel,那个很对的feel......言语表达不出来


Lol...这么严肃......看下照片吧~
这是我做给康的生日礼物,一直没机会upload......
好啦,是我懒 >.<"


咦咦......?


开出来是......


看到里面是什么吗?^-^


当当当当~


更清楚一点


玫瑰 = 爱
49粒 = 一生一世 永永久久
彩虹色 = 你为我的人生带来了色彩


制作完毕了 贪玩 拿来拍照 xP
心形玫瑰


排队进瓶子去~


音符 我们都爱音乐


<3



我爱你,对的人。





-用尽了全力去爱你,所以没有遗憾。

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

我等了你半个小时 都没哼一声
你才等了我那五分钟 就在那里cool给我看

我又不是时常让你等
你说你的车也在等
大不了油钱我还你

那么一点车油 真的重要过我吗
我可以等你 半个小时 一个小时
你连五分钟都不舍得等
我的时间就不是时间吗

我最多生气一下 就算你没tum我也都自然会没事
你有必要整个晚餐都耍脾气 一直cool吗
你不能就至少看在我明天一早有考试 控制一下吗





你一定在想 我为什么没写那些和你一起的美好时光 那些你给我的惊喜与快乐 而写这些伤感情的东东
很抱歉 我没办法把这些伤心的东西藏在我心里 我会难过死的 所以必须把它们掏出来
那些开心的事 我可以把它们一直放在心里 不必写出来 但依然会记得...

Thursday, February 17, 2011

情人节♥14/2/2011♥

看到我今天的时间表:
8am-10am
12pm-2pm
4pm-6pm

再看康的时间表:
8am-10am
10am-12pm
2pm-4pm

OMG.
我除了早上8点和他一起去上课,到了6点才在有机会见到他?!!

唉~

7.30pm有半点练习,没机会和他接触。

唉~!

练习到11.15pm。

唉~!!

收拾到来11.30pm。

唉!!!


不过,我们在最后30分里度过了最甜蜜、最幸福的情人节^^

傻仔抱住我,突然间大喊:“茹!你的衣服上有什么东西?!!”
把我吓了一大跳。(=.=''')
他在我肩膀后边扫下扫下,突然“变”出了一条项链。
我傻眼了。
好漂亮的链!!
这个傻仔竟然记得我很久前说过的话。。
“我想买一条音符项链”...“如果你买项链给我,我一定一直戴着你的,不戴其他的”...
我真的是感动得...只差没哭出来而已。
过后他还送了我一盒巧克力!!哇~我的最爱啊~!!!
包装纸还是有bear bear的!!又是我的最爱!!
哇哇哇哇哇哇~!!!!!!!

不过。。。
我是觉得非常非常的惭愧啦!!
因为。。。因为。。。我没有准备到礼物给他!!
呜呜...!!!
对不起啊我的老公!!>.
我下次一定要找个机会好好“补回”给你!! xD



这个情人节,有了你,过得好开心。^^





我爱你,康。
-茹

Monday, January 10, 2011

First day of my degree programme

It's the first day of class.
I was so nervous, I couldn't sleep well the whole night, keep on tossing and turning.
On the morning, I arrived at class..
Many people were inside it, around 20 of them.
When I entered, everyone was talking to friends or people beside them.
I sat down.
I knew no one there and I kept quiet, listening to people talking around me.
After about 5-10min, someone came in and said something I couldn't hear.
Then, everyone started LEAVING.
A boy near me said CLASS CANCELED and WE HAVE NO MORE CLASS FOR TODAY.
WT* did I wake so early for??
This was like the first day of foundation all over again, except that it was worse..
At least I talked to the girls and walked around INTI for a while together.
Sighs...maybe I should take some action...? >.<" WHY do I have to be so shy???

From now on, there will be no Yin Yee, Sally and Prue meeting together in front of my block with me before going to class (and no one to wake me up if I overslept ><), no Mallory in Bio class, no Siao Hui and Connie with her super laugh in Maths class, no Shan Yee and Edence to eat and talk with, no Kah Hou and Bota making funny jokes in class, no Huai Ern arguing with JJ and lecturers, no Ivan asking me for biscuits, no Ah Dong, Ah Sheng, Edmund and Kok Chin's loud voices, no presence of the few quiet ones--Neng Yi, Brandon, CK, Jia Khang, Ah Lai, Danny, Yoke Wei, Yeaw Sheng, Chuang Yee, Yang Jiet and Anithra, no more Dinesh and Navein skipping class...

OMG...I seriously miss all of you!! ='(