Prediction came true

This new year is just as i've expected.
sad..lonely..sien.....
just like i knew,he din find me much ler.

25th Jan
ben lai wanna sleep when reached grandparent's house de..
but den went to watch tv with cousins they all..
at car cannot sleep leh.cos my mum kept nudging me by accident when i jiu kuai fall asleep.
aihs..tired day.
eat tuan yuan fan..
no angpau er.cos my grandpa just passed away..
hmm..nvm lo.bubu..
that night i really very tired.but i din sleep early..
cos i wanna wish him ''Happy Chinese New Year''..
i wait til i wished him only i sleep.

26th Jan
he sent me a total of 4 msgs..
i not so happy la...
at night cried le..
den when he call..he oso heard.
but all he say is ''Sorry.Please don't cry.''

27th Jan
he already noe i'm not happy ler..
but..
this day he only sent me 2msgs.
in the 2nd msg he said ''I noe u angry me liao..''
i wanna tell him..
''我对你，从来都没有「生气」这两个字。。有的只是「失望」。。''
bcos i very very lonely,i jao find my kai gor bryan chat lo..
chat liao a while..
he's very very good..always there when i need him..
haha..thanks bro!!
at night bf call again..
i told him..
he ask me how many times i wan him to find me..
he ask me to set how many msgs he had to send me..
i tell him if i set than it would be meaningless...
he said 'okay.'

28th Jan
this day many ppl birthday leh..
chee choong kor,shwu hwa mui and hua lung..
i dun have shwu hwa de number,so cannot wish her la..
i ask angel she oso dun have leh..
hahaha.
den i wish kor and hua lung.only hua lung reply lo..
hmmm..
he sent me 6msgs today leh..
it's good gua..
when he call me..he ask me if i'm still disappointed in him..
i ask him why he only will find me when i'm upset with him..
if i'm okay den he wun so gan jeong..
he say 'u noe i'm like this de la..'
what i wanna ask him is ''should i be unhappy with u all the time just so i can have ur attention?''
but i dun wan like this..
dilemma..haihs..
hahaha..

29th Jan
today come back home in ipoh lo..
the past few nights can only whisper when he call.
cos my dad,mum,sis and me sleeping in the same room..
today can talk normally lo..
haha..
but tml yao cant lo..
cos he going kl..aiks...


very miss playing 'chor dai di' with my cousins..
hahaha...