It's my first day of class folks.
I woke up at 8something,clean up,and walked to the learning block,found my classroom,and stood outside.
Suddenly,someone came up and said there's NO CLASS for us today.
We walked to the Pre-U Office to ask,and they say today is our first day,lab class not started yet..blablabla..and WE'RE FREE FOR THE WHOLE DAY.whoots^^
We(my coursemates and I) walked around for a while,and returned to our rooms.
So here I am,blogging.muahahahaha~
Monday, March 22, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
You're right,i won't listen.
If you think that my relationship with him is so fragile that some words from a third party will break us apart,then you're sorely wrong.Hasn't SOMEONE told me that for 3 years and yet i'm still with him?
你们知不知道，你们对我说的话，让我更有那个欲望和冲劲要证明给你们看，我们的关系是多么坚固的吗？
If you're so damned sure that our relationship won't work out and we'll break up,just let me learn that damned lesson MYSELF.
i won't learn if you keep telling me to break beforehand.i might even have that regret my whole life.
你时常把我给保护得们就是好好的，所以我才什么都学不到！不要误会，我是非常感激，但。。你看我现在，什么都不敢做，一直依赖人家。。。我超级不喜欢这样的自己！
说分就分，你真的以为有这么容易？？请你不要小看我们的感情。
“他又不是说很帅那种啦。。又不是很聪明。。如果聪明你还说可以抓住他。。。”
你把我当什么了？？i do NOT love him because of his looks,or his brains,okay??!
And PLEASE,DO NOT CRITICIZE HIM.i do NOT like it ONE BIT.
我相信，如果他肯努力，以后一定会出人头地证明给你们看！！
-不是我不听你们的话，但，请你们尊重我。-
你们知不知道，你们对我说的话，让我更有那个欲望和冲劲要证明给你们看，我们的关系是多么坚固的吗？
If you're so damned sure that our relationship won't work out and we'll break up,just let me learn that damned lesson MYSELF.
i won't learn if you keep telling me to break beforehand.i might even have that regret my whole life.
你时常把我给保护得们就是好好的，所以我才什么都学不到！不要误会，我是非常感激，但。。你看我现在，什么都不敢做，一直依赖人家。。。我超级不喜欢这样的自己！
说分就分，你真的以为有这么容易？？请你不要小看我们的感情。
“他又不是说很帅那种啦。。又不是很聪明。。如果聪明你还说可以抓住他。。。”
你把我当什么了？？i do NOT love him because of his looks,or his brains,okay??!
And PLEASE,DO NOT CRITICIZE HIM.i do NOT like it ONE BIT.
我相信，如果他肯努力，以后一定会出人头地证明给你们看！！
-不是我不听你们的话，但，请你们尊重我。-
Friday, March 5, 2010
4am,5/3/2010
我等了你这么久，结果咧？？
又是失望一场。
说了两三句，你就“可以啦”要睡觉了。
过后连我不开心你都不肯留下哄我一下。。
为什么？？“朋友催了，要睡觉了。”
朋友一催你就急着立刻做，我催了你这么久的事，你有做到吗？
我到底是你的谁？？所谓的“女朋友”，比“朋友”都不如吗？
我为你付出的一切，都不足够让你为我牺牲一下吗？
说真的，你到底为我牺牲过什么？
钱，说话的力气和时间，见面走路的力气，然后呢？
我不开心时，你的反应不是哄我，而是"haiz...!!"
好像在说“又来了！”
怎么？我不开心，你感到很不耐烦吗？
你知道我听到你一直“haiz..haiz..”，我会感到更加心痛和失望的吗？
我时常问我自己，我怎么那么傻，为了你天天这么迟才睡。。不只是睡眠，还有健康和美丽都在为你牺牲咧。我得到的是什么？？
又是失望一场。
说了两三句，你就“可以啦”要睡觉了。
过后连我不开心你都不肯留下哄我一下。。
为什么？？“朋友催了，要睡觉了。”
朋友一催你就急着立刻做，我催了你这么久的事，你有做到吗？
我到底是你的谁？？所谓的“女朋友”，比“朋友”都不如吗？
我为你付出的一切，都不足够让你为我牺牲一下吗？
说真的，你到底为我牺牲过什么？
钱，说话的力气和时间，见面走路的力气，然后呢？
我不开心时，你的反应不是哄我，而是"haiz...!!"
好像在说“又来了！”
怎么？我不开心，你感到很不耐烦吗？
你知道我听到你一直“haiz..haiz..”，我会感到更加心痛和失望的吗？
我时常问我自己，我怎么那么傻，为了你天天这么迟才睡。。不只是睡眠，还有健康和美丽都在为你牺牲咧。我得到的是什么？？
Monday, March 1, 2010
2.30am,1/3/2010
常常欺骗我的感情，还说不喜欢我不开心？？
常常伤我的心，但还希望我时常嬉皮笑脸地对着你？？
对不起，我的心不是用铁做的。
你的话，越来越不能信了。
说了会做的事，一件也没完成。。
什么都“好像”，“应该”。。
你说，你会找我。
我等你。
结果，你有找我吗？？
为什么我会常常想：你有在乎我吗？
怎么我在你心里好像都不重要？？
常常伤我的心，但还希望我时常嬉皮笑脸地对着你？？
对不起，我的心不是用铁做的。
你的话，越来越不能信了。
说了会做的事，一件也没完成。。
什么都“好像”，“应该”。。
你说，你会找我。
我等你。
结果，你有找我吗？？
为什么我会常常想：你有在乎我吗？
怎么我在你心里好像都不重要？？
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
......
可能这样子说很不公平，但你说“难道你要避我做我不喜欢的事？”，我觉得很不应该。。
换着是我，就算那件事我很不喜欢，但只要为了你，让你开心，我还是会照做。。
毕竟，像你所说的，那只是件小事。。
可能很不对，但我还是有种你连这小事都不愿为我付出，牺牲的感觉。。
可能别人会说，“可能他为你付出的是在别的方面，你没发觉到呢？”
可能你也觉得你为我付出已经很多了，我怎么还这么不知足在那边不开心？
可能你看见这个post会不开心。。但。。应该没那个可能吧。。
到处去找关于你的东西，网上所有的profile，看你有什么update，为了是要了解你更多，那只是我这个笨蛋会做的吧。。
你。。应该不会来看我的blog，我的facebook profile，看我msn有没有online，pm那里写些什么。。
关心，有吗？口头上,可能有吧。。
换着是我，就算那件事我很不喜欢，但只要为了你，让你开心，我还是会照做。。
毕竟，像你所说的，那只是件小事。。
可能很不对，但我还是有种你连这小事都不愿为我付出，牺牲的感觉。。
可能别人会说，“可能他为你付出的是在别的方面，你没发觉到呢？”
可能你也觉得你为我付出已经很多了，我怎么还这么不知足在那边不开心？
可能你看见这个post会不开心。。但。。应该没那个可能吧。。
到处去找关于你的东西，网上所有的profile，看你有什么update，为了是要了解你更多，那只是我这个笨蛋会做的吧。。
你。。应该不会来看我的blog，我的facebook profile，看我msn有没有online，pm那里写些什么。。
关心，有吗？口头上,可能有吧。。
Thursday, December 24, 2009
感触~!!!
过了好久才开始写回blog。。有点陌生呢。。但一开始了，那个瘾却又被激发了。。
整颗心有着好多复杂的心情呢。。
最多最多的，就是想念和不舍。。
我好想念我的学妹们啊。。。！！！真的，想念到无法用词语来解释。。
脑海里一直出现着我在band里整个路程。。这些flashbacks让我心情。。aih。。不会讲。。
好想念跟你们打打闹闹呢。。虽然时常被人说幼稚。。但我就是喜欢和你们玩在一起吗。。互相欺负，互相玩弄，互相帮助，互相教导。。。
我也好想念我的宝贝soprano sax 啊！！大半在band里的生活就是和他一起过了。。
一起练习，一起经过艰苦的训练，一起在大太阳下晒，一起在草场操步，一起在stadium及concert hall比赛，一起在各种场合表演。。。
我那么少来找你了，你会寂寞吗？我好想念跟你谈天。。虽然会有人觉得我很奇怪。。但毕竟和你一起了那么久，感觉也深了。。不久后你应该会另有所属八？想到就好伤心哦。。T_T
我也好想念帮你polish 到亮亮哦。。每次都会很骄傲地想：我的宝贝正漂亮！^_^
恨不得想把你拐回家！！wuwu..
我的宝贝。。
就如我的blog title，真的感触良多啊~
-i've found my pearl in AMC band,at last.
整颗心有着好多复杂的心情呢。。
最多最多的，就是想念和不舍。。
我好想念我的学妹们啊。。。！！！真的，想念到无法用词语来解释。。
脑海里一直出现着我在band里整个路程。。这些flashbacks让我心情。。aih。。不会讲。。
好想念跟你们打打闹闹呢。。虽然时常被人说幼稚。。但我就是喜欢和你们玩在一起吗。。互相欺负，互相玩弄，互相帮助，互相教导。。。
我也好想念我的宝贝soprano sax 啊！！大半在band里的生活就是和他一起过了。。
一起练习，一起经过艰苦的训练，一起在大太阳下晒，一起在草场操步，一起在stadium及concert hall比赛，一起在各种场合表演。。。
我那么少来找你了，你会寂寞吗？我好想念跟你谈天。。虽然会有人觉得我很奇怪。。但毕竟和你一起了那么久，感觉也深了。。不久后你应该会另有所属八？想到就好伤心哦。。T_T
我也好想念帮你polish 到亮亮哦。。每次都会很骄傲地想：我的宝贝正漂亮！^_^
恨不得想把你拐回家！！wuwu..
我的宝贝。。
就如我的blog title，真的感触良多啊~
-i've found my pearl in AMC band,at last.
2009 AMC Band Passing Out
I actually have so much to write that I don't know where to start.*sigh*
19th Dec (this is not included in the passing out..sorry)
I reached school at about 7.30am.Guess what?Only 5 other ppl there: 1 F1,1F2,2F3 and Yian Theng.No F4 in sight.What?Aren't they in charge of this camp?
Everyone dunno where to put bags..cos all the classrooms taken by St. John.
Sighs.Then more ppl came,but not 1 is F4 de.Everybody just crowded at the porch until the F4s came.
Then,we went on the bus to KL.We went to Sunway Pyramid.We wanted to go ice-skating at first,but many ppl there+expensive+not enough time.So we went to play the machines instead..the basketball one,bowling one,and another throw ball de.Then we went to have lunch at Sushi King.
Fish Leong can pay back the starbucks she owed me at last!!But..went she gave it to me she already drank half..ISHH!!YOU STILL OWE ME HAKF AR FISH LEONG!!
Next we went to Stadium Bola Sepak,Cheras to watch the KLWMBC.God.The Thailand bands are sooooo good!!We can't even compare to their junior band.T_T You all must work hard tau?Get as good as them!!You all can de!!Gambate!!
20th Dec
Reached school at 2something.Bathed and straight went to sleep.Then 6something wake up!!Swt..
When warm up we ran..all the F5s almost died.Lol.Too long din run dy cos of SPM(you see?what's the good of SPM?!).
Then trained the performinf songs..and..the inevitable--Mr Ho's speech.As always,many ppl 钓鱼..sighs..i really 佩服 him sometimes..although I always fall asleep during his speech,everything he tells us is really meaningful and very useful in our lives..I just can't help falling asleep..sorry la!!
21st Dec
Arrange and clean the halls after warm up.Then relax a bit cause I no part in chamber.xD
Then jao get ready for the performance le!!
Nervous man..the f5s line up to get the certs..so many ppl looking..@_@
Then my juniors tied the blue scarf on my neck and gave me present and hugs..I almost cried..=(
Good thing I din mess up my solo during performance like I did during practise.>.<
It's actually not bad!LOL.Last time performing le with the band le..feel sad..aihs..
My dad and bro oso came..happy-nya~^_^
Although they din hear my solo part..bubu..
After performance the F5s all busy take pictures..until dun wanna eat dinner liao..
Last time gathering with the whole lot of you le!!Dunno when can meet again also..gonna miss you guys..sobs..
Then after I just finished Shi Yi barbeque for me de 2 chicken wings,it's time for the sharing..aihs..i wanna eat dinner laa~~~bubu..
Angel..you can fight with Mr. Ho liao..haha..so long de leh your speech..although more funny la..(shh!!xD)
After that,Kar Mun asked us(F5) to play 老鹰捉小鸡 with her.So funny man.
All the juniors looking at us 老耶 at the basketball court playing.Then more and more ppl joined in.We've had lots of fun that day.I missed it so much..=)
Then it's time for the game that the F3s had organised for us.
The lovely Mrs Yan a.k.a. Cheong Sui Cheing was my group's fasci.
Although I complaint a lot,but their games are actually quite fun.
Just that someone spoiled the fun.haiz.Don't talk about that la.
Then,since we can't really sleep anyway,we(me,amanda,gillian,hwee san,kah mun,eunice,xin yee,weng wai and pui yi) keng gai until 5someting..
Talked about a lot of things..and I was kinda surprised and pleased actually..I haven't talk to gillian,kah mun,hwee san,xin yee and weng wai much before..really happy that we can talk about things after all..^_^
22nd Dec
Woke up at 8something..initially they say 10something only wake..but some workers came to work on the hall's roof..Aihs.
Then I heard someone say Kar Mun was still barbeque-ing!!For the whole night!!
Went for second round de barbeque lo..quite fun..
After that we clean up the hall,basketball court where we barbeque,and toilet.
Then went to MP hall to watch movie.."Swing Girls".Not bad that movie.Then suddenly the hall's roof fell.Luckily it didn't hit anyone.Sweat.
We moved to band room to watch in the end.More syok than in MPH leh.Dark,cool..^^
I love our bandroom.^^
I really wanna thank all my juniors for this memorable passing out camp.
We can really see the efforts you all put in.
Especially the Form3s,your games are fun,your video clip is nice,and your dances are superb.
Although some of you always gik us til high blood pressure..but..I LOVE YOU ALL!=(
I really miss AMC Band a lot.
I miss the times and memories I had.
I miss all the members I've spent time with,from 2005 F5 til 2009 F1+PA.
I miss practising formation on the field.
I miss practising basics in the halls.
I miss practising songs in the band room.
I miss eating,bathing,and resting with my friends during camps.
I miss all the silly jokes.
I miss EVERYTHING!!*sighs*
-appreciate,you guys.-
19th Dec (this is not included in the passing out..sorry)
I reached school at about 7.30am.Guess what?Only 5 other ppl there: 1 F1,1F2,2F3 and Yian Theng.No F4 in sight.What?Aren't they in charge of this camp?
Everyone dunno where to put bags..cos all the classrooms taken by St. John.
Sighs.Then more ppl came,but not 1 is F4 de.Everybody just crowded at the porch until the F4s came.
Then,we went on the bus to KL.We went to Sunway Pyramid.We wanted to go ice-skating at first,but many ppl there+expensive+not enough time.So we went to play the machines instead..the basketball one,bowling one,and another throw ball de.Then we went to have lunch at Sushi King.
Fish Leong can pay back the starbucks she owed me at last!!But..went she gave it to me she already drank half..ISHH!!YOU STILL OWE ME HAKF AR FISH LEONG!!
Next we went to Stadium Bola Sepak,Cheras to watch the KLWMBC.God.The Thailand bands are sooooo good!!We can't even compare to their junior band.T_T You all must work hard tau?Get as good as them!!You all can de!!Gambate!!
20th Dec
Reached school at 2something.Bathed and straight went to sleep.Then 6something wake up!!Swt..
When warm up we ran..all the F5s almost died.Lol.Too long din run dy cos of SPM(you see?what's the good of SPM?!).
Then trained the performinf songs..and..the inevitable--Mr Ho's speech.As always,many ppl 钓鱼..sighs..i really 佩服 him sometimes..although I always fall asleep during his speech,everything he tells us is really meaningful and very useful in our lives..I just can't help falling asleep..sorry la!!
21st Dec
Arrange and clean the halls after warm up.Then relax a bit cause I no part in chamber.xD
Then jao get ready for the performance le!!
Nervous man..the f5s line up to get the certs..so many ppl looking..@_@
Then my juniors tied the blue scarf on my neck and gave me present and hugs..I almost cried..=(
Good thing I din mess up my solo during performance like I did during practise.>.<
It's actually not bad!LOL.Last time performing le with the band le..feel sad..aihs..
My dad and bro oso came..happy-nya~^_^
Although they din hear my solo part..bubu..
After performance the F5s all busy take pictures..until dun wanna eat dinner liao..
Last time gathering with the whole lot of you le!!Dunno when can meet again also..gonna miss you guys..sobs..
Then after I just finished Shi Yi barbeque for me de 2 chicken wings,it's time for the sharing..aihs..i wanna eat dinner laa~~~bubu..
Angel..you can fight with Mr. Ho liao..haha..so long de leh your speech..although more funny la..(shh!!xD)
After that,Kar Mun asked us(F5) to play 老鹰捉小鸡 with her.So funny man.
All the juniors looking at us 老耶 at the basketball court playing.Then more and more ppl joined in.We've had lots of fun that day.I missed it so much..=)
Then it's time for the game that the F3s had organised for us.
The lovely Mrs Yan a.k.a. Cheong Sui Cheing was my group's fasci.
Although I complaint a lot,but their games are actually quite fun.
Just that someone spoiled the fun.haiz.Don't talk about that la.
Then,since we can't really sleep anyway,we(me,amanda,gillian,hwee san,kah mun,eunice,xin yee,weng wai and pui yi) keng gai until 5someting..
Talked about a lot of things..and I was kinda surprised and pleased actually..I haven't talk to gillian,kah mun,hwee san,xin yee and weng wai much before..really happy that we can talk about things after all..^_^
22nd Dec
Woke up at 8something..initially they say 10something only wake..but some workers came to work on the hall's roof..Aihs.
Then I heard someone say Kar Mun was still barbeque-ing!!For the whole night!!
Went for second round de barbeque lo..quite fun..
After that we clean up the hall,basketball court where we barbeque,and toilet.
Then went to MP hall to watch movie.."Swing Girls".Not bad that movie.Then suddenly the hall's roof fell.Luckily it didn't hit anyone.Sweat.
We moved to band room to watch in the end.More syok than in MPH leh.Dark,cool..^^
I love our bandroom.^^
I really wanna thank all my juniors for this memorable passing out camp.
We can really see the efforts you all put in.
Especially the Form3s,your games are fun,your video clip is nice,and your dances are superb.
Although some of you always gik us til high blood pressure..but..I LOVE YOU ALL!=(
I really miss AMC Band a lot.
I miss the times and memories I had.
I miss all the members I've spent time with,from 2005 F5 til 2009 F1+PA.
I miss practising formation on the field.
I miss practising basics in the halls.
I miss practising songs in the band room.
I miss eating,bathing,and resting with my friends during camps.
I miss all the silly jokes.
I miss EVERYTHING!!*sighs*
-appreciate,you guys.-
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